falling awake

To fall asleep...to enter dreams again...Let me be like an empty vessel again O Father of Heaven....for when one Fills with Visions of Hell...and like a drunk magician shows it to the world...the inhabitants of the world will not be happy...but rather hate the Prophet of Despair who awoke them with baleful images...

Better to sleep...scurry back into Obscurity...But can Innocence really be achieved again once the Frenetic Mind is Let Loose? It seems the Mind can be both Blessing and Curse...it can be a Lantern of Horror or a Candle of Calm...if the candle is put safely to sleep after the waking...as Old Age claims the Payment of Life...maybe then the Little Light of God infusing us with Grace and Conscience...maybe then that Little Light can escape back to the source..